EOY results are out. Except for combined humans. So far, the results are fucked up. Thankfully I am somewhat mentally prepared for it. I keep telling myself : "I'm so going to screw up for this eoy". My instincts are unfortunately right. It's not about having a negative mindset or anything, it's just about facing reality. And the reality is, my eoy sucks, BIG TIME. I know people are telling me NOT to talk about my results cos obviously I would feel more depressed than I already am. But blogging about it serves as an outlet for me to let go of my increasing worry for whether or not I would make it to Sec4.
1) Bio wasn't a surprise. I seriously didn't study much for it. So, yeap, MY FAULT.
2) I'm quite shocked/happy about my chem. I got like 49. Okay, I know I still failed it, but hey, I didn't study. I expected like 20+ or 30+. If only I studied, once again, MY FAULT.
3) A Maths, need I say it? Majority failed anyway.
4) My Emath was NEVER strong. Emphasis on the NEVER, people.
5) Geog is just URGHHH. I stupidly (under the influence of panic/stress/tension) left two 6 mark qn blank. And I didn't listen to two very essential tips given to me.
6) EL Compre was fucked up. The marking was irritatingly strict!
7) HMT is alright. My only secured A so far. How pathetic.
8) SS and History papers have yet to be given out. My last hope.
2) I'm quite shocked/happy about my chem. I got like 49. Okay, I know I still failed it, but hey, I didn't study. I expected like 20+ or 30+. If only I studied, once again, MY FAULT.
3) A Maths, need I say it? Majority failed anyway.
4) My Emath was NEVER strong. Emphasis on the NEVER, people.
5) Geog is just URGHHH. I stupidly (under the influence of panic/stress/tension) left two 6 mark qn blank. And I didn't listen to two very essential tips given to me.
6) EL Compre was fucked up. The marking was irritatingly strict!
7) HMT is alright. My only secured A so far. How pathetic.
8) SS and History papers have yet to be given out. My last hope.
I heard that CA1 and CA2 is 15% each. Followed by MYE which is 25% and EOY which is 45%.
And this point of time, I can only rely on my CAs and my MYE to save me from my turmoil.
I knew this was coming so at least I'm not terribly shattered or anything. Heard many others screwed up too. It's either MYE is good and EOY sucks (like me that is), or both sucks, or MYE is ok-ok and EOY sucks, etc.
I shall shut my trap and not tell my parents anything until I get the report book. You know, when everything is added up and when your results don't look so bad anymore. Yeah, that's the time.
And this point of time, I can only rely on my CAs and my MYE to save me from my turmoil.
I knew this was coming so at least I'm not terribly shattered or anything. Heard many others screwed up too. It's either MYE is good and EOY sucks (like me that is), or both sucks, or MYE is ok-ok and EOY sucks, etc.
I shall shut my trap and not tell my parents anything until I get the report book. You know, when everything is added up and when your results don't look so bad anymore. Yeah, that's the time.
Shit, suddenly I feel like a dumb ass.